Do I Even Matter Anymore?

So its been a long week and no word from the boo in a while. How is it that one can say they love you so much but when it comes time to show in private the actions to match the words are almost non-existent. Am I here for you to love or am I here for safekeeping until the one you want to have your last name is ready and on the way? I need to know something. I try not to conplain but love I must know if there's somebody else you're seeing plus me. Paranoia's a five letter word that equates to a female dog. I too am ready for you love but I must know love, are you ready for me?